 well first year jusdt got past ......just like that ...!! it seems that yesterday only i joined my college and now look at me ...2 year ..well exactly on the werge off..... i came with a vission ..to my graduation..i will live life to its fullest.. i somwhat did that too.... but then like every thing studies and studies...marks and ranks ...projects and presentations...sport's team selection...& on girl impression...etc etc etc ....life wwas never to its fullest....??? or was it.................? you cannot judge life whether its right or wrong...you are aiming right or way beyond the exceptable scope.. my first year taught me to live my life the way i want... after all its my life but on the same hand it taught me to respects others point of view too....regarding me...........!! but wasnt tht be interference........??? i am still not getting answer to this question........ your mother and father your lil sis always hold a rightous place in your aura space they are the integral completing part of you... but some times even your heart gives you heart ache....how do you handle this....?? i went to hostel this was my decission..i loved being to tht place....but today i am running away from tht place... to day some thing strange happend....i was way back in hostel and thought of staying there....but i did'nt feel like too remain...... HOSTEL to which i used to give my homes status was suddenly seems a thing for sale...................unwanted... hostel the teacher which taught me how to judge people...how to feel the friendship...how to embrass your unfriendly friend... and the most important...."live in present....kya pata kal ho na ho..." you are so much engulfed in activitiees ..you know deep down there tht they are wrong ....moraaly you are going to hell definetly.... but then also you continues.. you try to be simple but world does'nt let you to be simple....iff you say ..."i understood...." simply like that then they (people around you) wont be getting any thing in to there head........ they woudnt even try to be as simple as you answered......... why is so.... today i just gave my physics paper...i knew if i wanted i could have studied for 4 days ...and ...........but i choose to lie down and live in present.............. was tht good..........???? its you who have to decide..... |
