Emotional…..Attyachar…..!!

“A friend in need is a friend indeed…”

This is the one of the most preserved line taught to KG children…so that this built in with their moral and helps them to build a useful and helpful society….

But is it always the face value of the parents or teachers that is to be taken or is it something else…

In India we have very strange behaviors….we still think that we can personify any ones thoughts….by just talking to them in person…..

Every child is always taught morally right things….in school….then why is it that he/she grew up to be something un-socialistic person…

I don’t think any of the school ever taught that….

“Son….always look for your own benefit…be selfish and the world will be yours…”

Or any of the elders have said this to his siblings…

“Hey try cigarettes they will let your tension go out….”

Or any school teacher saying…to the class…

“Students….always lie because if you say the truth you will fail…….”

or parents suggesting…

“Everyone out there (by this they means...Society) is mean and so just take advantage of them because no one will come to your aid so don’t be emotional fool and aid them…..”

But the moment a child steps in this world…..he hears only one thing…

“Welcome to the world son…Now you have to face the worst of the enemies...ever…SOCIETY….”

And all the ill teachings are taught to the child by either the society or the closed elders….

Sometimes out of the context of saying that they are more experienced….or they have seen enough of the ills of society and thus wants to fore warn us to be one of the………just.....ArrRggghhh…@#$@#%$#%! FUCK THIS SOCIETY.....

I can only say I am frustrated and angry and crying over these social circumstances around all of us and am helpless…..

Because I can’t do anything….and just to be the part of this BLOODY society….

i am sorry i can't make it up to you....i really am...!!

enginring final YEAR

time slips by like a sand dune in night.......
was just sitting by my comp suddenly a mail arrived reminding me of my this long forgotten blog space....

i logged back in to see my self, an ere image of me cropped up showing what i was and what have i become.....


4 years in engineering life...
its more than enough to resettle your mettle and make you something you can't imagine...
here in these 4 year degree course we don't study.....we develop the capability to work under stress...under any circumstances....under any flaw....under any-BODY....

once a British EAST-INDIA Company's officer said....
"....Indian youth is more interested in politics then social issues..."

and once you are in college you get an internal glimpse of this great observation....
what ever you try,.....,no mater how hard you try....you become a part of this fascinating ongoing battle between friends...elders...and society...

during my tenure in this graduation-life of mine....



i came face to face with many hard learned realities....

• Girls are the soul cause of all the miseries.....and pleasures.....(:P)

• any kind of bonding can be broken by three things......money-Fame-girl.

• Family comes first and always.....

• love always creates conflicts...

i must be sounding very philosophical but believe me.....things are really gritty when it comes to reality....during my engineering i went to ANDAMAN...drank my heart out.....went to places like goa, pachmari, madhai etc....explored Bhopal to all its nuke and corners......with my closest of pals......cleared my CDS paper......participated in fest...

aaaah FEST..

I would suggest every single person to get associated in these kinda public activity ........you really comes to see the real face.....mis-understandings....intentions... and many more..

But all in all you can't deny the pleasure of getting your first job selection....
your first crush....
your first kiss...........and...........(:P)
your friends success....and a feel of jealousy for he gets good score then you in exams...
your friends personal matters and your childish fights...
your casual behavior and your dunes of ego.....
your misunderstandings and hours of verbal dueling,
your first incidence of back stabbing,

aah the list can go end less...
making you some time a poetic....

There's is a place in life,
that needs my humble skill,
a certain job i meant to do,
which no one else can full fill.

The time will be demanding,
the place not too good.......,
but i wouldn't change it for a moment,
even if i could.

There's a place in life,
a goal i must attain,
a dream i must follow,
because i won't be back again.


this is it.....uptill now this is the only thing that crops in my mind...hope to complete this with 3-4 another stanzzas....

god bless..!!