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Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. I know my true friends and only they are allowed to understand the real me.... i do hide my emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what i really feel.......there is so trouble anyways...why to bothers others.... i search for love... i am a hopeless romantic and every time i have tried to enter or entered a relationship, i gave my all and believed “this is the One.” i have so many ideas in mind... you name the problem and get the solution in minutes...with a new idea...i am creative and aggressive! If i want something, i’ll do anything to get it! i am stubborn sweetheart... i would “love” her only because she loved me. If her flame would have put out, i would have let her go with no trouble. i am undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach me because they know i will consider them....i have a thing that i can't see people in trouble if i am near them... i love actions... with the hero-like taste! i focus on my strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important at the scenario and to me... ....... and for me nothing is waste....!!!

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

enginring final YEAR

time slips by like a sand dune in night.......
was just sitting by my comp suddenly a mail arrived reminding me of my this long forgotten blog space....

i logged back in to see my self, an ere image of me cropped up showing what i was and what have i become.....


4 years in engineering life...
its more than enough to resettle your mettle and make you something you can't imagine...
here in these 4 year degree course we don't study.....we develop the capability to work under stress...under any circumstances....under any flaw....under any-BODY....

once a British EAST-INDIA Company's officer said....
"....Indian youth is more interested in politics then social issues..."

and once you are in college you get an internal glimpse of this great observation....
what ever you try,.....,no mater how hard you try....you become a part of this fascinating ongoing battle between friends...elders...and society...

during my tenure in this graduation-life of mine....



i came face to face with many hard learned realities....
  • Girls are the soul cause of all the miseries.....and pleasures.....(:P)
  • any kind of bonding can be broken by three things......money-Fame-girl.
  • Family comes first and always.....
  • love always creates conflicts...
i must be sounding very philosophical but believe me.....things are really gritty when it comes to reality....during my engineering i went to ANDAMAN...drank my heart out.....went to places like goa, pachmari, madhai etc....explored Bhopal to all its nuke and corners......with my closest of pals......cleared my CDS paper......participated in fest...

aaaah FEST..

I would suggest every single person to get associated in these kinda public activity ........you really comes to see the real face.....mis-understandings....intentions... and many more..

But all in all you can't deny the pleasure of getting your first job selection....
your first crush....
your first kiss...........and...........(:P)
your friends success....and a feel of jealousy for he gets good score then you in exams...
your friends personal matters and your childish fights...
your casual behavior and your dunes of ego.....
your misunderstandings and hours of verbal dueling,
your first incidence of back stabbing,

aah the list can go end less...
making you some time a poetic....

There's is a place in life,
that needs my humble skill,
a certain job i meant to do,
which no one else can full fill.

The time will be demanding,
the place not too good.......,
but i wouldn't change it for a moment,
even if i could.

There's a place in life,
a goal i must attain,
a dream i must follow,
because i won't be back again.


this is it.....uptill now this is the only thing that crops in my mind...hope to complete this with 3-4 another stanzzas....

god bless..!!

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