19 may the last day of my most productive days of life..
they taught me how to live..respond..
they taught me WHO i am..
they taught me my priorities..
they gave me sum ppl whom i won't forget..(Now sum r on talking terms sum are not..)
they taught me 2 be envy,jealous,angry,ignorant,egoistic BUT along with it also made me forgiving,patient,self-regulatory,subtle..
These 4 year degree course taught me like a non living teacher...as if a tact full architect and all along planning to mold the soft mud-mold i was brought in....to shape some thing useful for the future...
it even taught me how to fuck things up and then sit for friends to help around...
it also taught me not to expect help when it is most needed....not to expect understanding when most asked for....not to expect forgiveness when you most need....
AND the best part ...not to expect friends when you most need them...
but on the same hand it also sowed me the beauty of caring nature when you get out drinking...when you have a fight and your year supports you...it also taught me how can every single person stand up to assemble 8 lakhs rupees...
it also taught me to dream big....
it taught me the importance of loving one person and seeing things through her view....it also taught me to just accept fact as told by friends even you know the truth....
it also taught me that there should be certain gap left for air to breath and also to leave on the account of personal things....
it also taught me that FRIENDS too have a personal space and also tested me on honoring it...
but more over it taught me....how it is to feel sorry.....
how it is to hurt some one and then never again have her....
it showed me how sometimes life is really short and it always ends up on unaudited issues...
all in all i hate to say this....to the years that showed me the harshest reality of life......in its most naked form...
i am gonna miss my college days....
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Life has really made u a philosopher.
ReplyDeletewow... dats an awesome compostion...... i was truely able to connect myself wid dis.. ni m sure nyone who reads it will find atleast one segmentof dis in der lives....
ReplyDeletegrt work... keep it up ! ! !
i guess der z a symbolic person behind ur long note of feeling sory,besides being happy abt more of da thingz.....
ReplyDeletenot a person....persons.....!!!and ya the thought of me going after July 2011..... struck like a bolt from the clear sky...!!
ReplyDeletewish u being a striking bolt .....n race ahead of all ur fellows in wich every feild ya go.....All da very best....:)
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